Thursday, November 27, 2014

Thanksgiving 2014

Thanksgiving is here and I feel there is so much to be grateful for! But first, I'm going to take a moment for reflection.

In my journey to find good health and happiness, I've also learned that how I feel is just as important as anything else. PCOS will often cause or exacerbate symptoms of depression and anxiety, and I've struggled with both conditions (and probably PCOS) throughout my late teens and my twenties. Getting my PCOS diagnosis and treatment from my endocrinologist was the best thing to ever happen to me - and now The No Fun Food Life and renewed fitness attempts have also made me feel better.

I started the day reading this article called "How to Become More Grateful in 5 Minutes or Less" by this website called Retrofit, and there are some helpful little tidbits in there that can help all of us keep the Thanksgiving spirit going year round. Even when life gets tough, I still try to focus on the positive and pay homage to all the things I can always be grateful for... positivity attracts positivity!

An unexpected surprise on this day of gratitude was waiting in my mailbox today: a super cute Manatee Tea Infuser (a manatea, how cute is that?!?) and a packet of chocolate "pop rocks" by Chuao!! This uplifting suprise was sent from the same friend who is doing the 30 Day Yoga Challenge with me - I am so happy and thankful!

Lately, I've been thinking of improving my morning routine. Instead of gulping down soy/almond milk and eating an apple on the hurried drive to work, I want to slow down and leisurely enjoy a nice cup of tea with actual breakfast. If such a cheerful & inviting manatee is waiting for me every morning, how can I say no? Perfect!!

Thanksgiving 2014... I have a beautiful roof over my head, delicious food on the table everyday, loving people to answer my phone calls & texts, meaningful work to do each day, the luxury of splurging on travels/meals/experiences with my fave peeps, and a lifetime of bright adventures ahead.

Thank you, everyone! Thank you, 2014!!!

Wednesday, November 19, 2014

30 Day Yoga Challenge

I helped out on a tech project at work and received a $100 Zappos gift card. Woohoo! I bought a new yoga mat that's 8mm thick - it's a little bit more plush and cushioned - a yoga mat sling to carry it in, a workout shirt, and a new pair of yoga pants. A little shopping spree felt so good!

When I was 23-24 years old, I used to live just a few blocks away from a great yoga studio that offered a fantastic student discount. I practiced yoga about 3-4 times a week. I felt so amazing. I think that was the most fit and flexible time of my life.

Fast forward to now, 30 years old, with a sedentary desk job... I feel so stiff and stagnant. And when we're in that state, it's hard to just jump back into a fitness routine and get going. So, I tried to find some support to get motivated.

I solicited one of my good friends to take on a You Do Yoga - 30 Day Challenge with me. We just completed Day 6, so almost a full week! The sessions are very attainable - they're anywhere from 15-30 minutes long. There are enough "easy" moves to make you feel great AND feel great about yourself. *yeah, I totally just twisted my spine hella far* But then she'll bust out these moves that pretty much require a fitness level way beyond mine. *omg, I'm so happy I'm doing this in the extreme privacy of my own home*

Once again, I'm not a perfect person, and everything always has a little kink in it. Sometimes, I just flop down and grunt - which causes my dogs to become very concerned about me. Or I just go into Child's Pose... I wish there was a Child's Pose equivalent for work or life in general. And, on Day 5, I came home with a migraine headache and just couldn't bring myself to do anything. I'm pretty sure my head would've exploded if I went into Downward Dog. So, I just doubled up today to catch up. No harm done.

It's a lot more fun having someone to text whenever I complete a session who knows how it feels... or holding me accountable so I don't just quit. I appreciate the support! I'm going to keep it up until I reach Day 30... that's my goal and I'm committed to it! :)

Tuesday, November 11, 2014

Mushroom Alfredo "Pasta"

I was super busy these past two weeks - going back to California twice, got really drunk at a friend's bday party, watched Wicked, watched the Britney show at the Planet Hollywood, and enjoyed the Caesar's Palace buffet with my college lil' sis from San Diego. I didn't go off the deep end or anything drastic, but I didn't stick to The No Fun Food Life during those two fun-filled weeks. But, hey, life goes on!

Anyway, I jumped back into the swing of things full force this week! One thing that really helps me get the carb-cravings under control are Miracle Noodles. I buy them at Whole Foods for about $2.50 a package. They are a brand of shirataki noodles - made of soluble fiber extracted from the root of a Japanese plant called Konnyaku Imo. The noodle shape is held together by adding food grade calcium. It has zero carbs, zero sugar, and zero calories.

That's crazy! It's technically not even food... and I usually don't eat weird stuff that's not food (say NO to margarine!)... but it is the only thing that gets me to stop hunting for more even after eating a meal. Sometimes, another meal of veggies with a side of protein... or, heaven help me, SALAD (so over it)... just doesn't sound appealing and does not hit the spot. You know what I"m talking about - I know you do.

The solution to my problem? ALFREDO SAUCE and... MUSHROOMS!

Mushroom Alfredo "Pasta"
Use a frying pan or skillet and brown however much of whatever mixture of mushrooms you love in some olive oil, salt, and pepper. I used oyster mushrooms and a pre-mixed wild medley.

Open one package of Miracle Noodles, rinse, squeeze dry, place on plate, use kitchen scissors to make like 4-5 cuts randomly in the noodle pile. Microwave for 30 seconds. *Note: if you don't cut the noodles, you'll end up with masses of reeeeally loooooong noodles*

Add 1/4 cup or 1/2 cup of Newman's Own Alfredo pasta sauce on top of the pile of noodles... depending on your desire... DO NOT MIX. Cover and microwave for 1 minute. The noodles will lose water as it heats. Carefully hold the noodles back with a fork or spatula or just poke holes in your plastic wrap at the edge of the plate... and drain the water. Stir the sauce and noodles.

Add the browned mushrooms on top and serve!

This meal feels seriously sinful! I'll add a side of protein (for an even heartier meal) or side of veggies. It tastes amazing and it really sticks to your ribs and makes you feel satiated. It should not invoke any guilt. The alfredo sauce has 3g of carbs and 1g of sugar for 1/4 cup... it's pretty high in fat (8g) and sodium (410mg) but that's how it tastes so good. In the grand scheme of things... that's not a big deal compared to the multitude of other bad choices one can potentially make when craving a "hearty" meal.
Mushrooms are a good source of B vitamins, including riboflavin, niacin, and pantothenic acid, which help to provide energy by breaking down proteins, fats and carbohydrates2. B vitamins also play an important role in the nervous system.
  • Pantothenic acid helps with the production of hormones and also plays an important role in the nervous system2.
  • Riboflavin helps maintain healthy red blood cells2.
  • Niacin promotes healthy skin and makes sure the digestive and nervous systems function properly2.
- See more at: http://mushroominfo.com/benefits/#sthash.b7gmP1fb.dpu

And if you're still feeling *meh* about this meal, then here are some great facts about mushrooms. They're full of B Vitamins (riboflavin, niacin, pantotheic acid) good for the nervous system, hormone production, red blood cells, skin, and digestive system. They're also a fantastic source of minerals & antioxiants such as selenium, copper, potassium, ergothioneine... all perfect for protection from cell damage, oxygen in red blood cells, bones, nerves, and heart function.
Mushrooms are a good source of B vitamins, including riboflavin, niacin, and pantothenic acid, which help to provide energy by breaking down proteins, fats and carbohydrates2. B vitamins also play an important role in the nervous system.
  • Pantothenic acid helps with the production of hormones and also plays an important role in the nervous system2.
  • Riboflavin helps maintain healthy red blood cells2.
  • Niacin promotes healthy skin and makes sure the digestive and nervous systems function properly2.
- See more at: http://mushroominfo.com/benefits/#sthash.b7gmP1fb.dpuf
Mushrooms are a good source of B vitamins, including riboflavin, niacin, and pantothenic acid, which help to provide energy by breaking down proteins, fats and carbohydrates2. B vitamins also play an important role in the nervous system.
  • Pantothenic acid helps with the production of hormones and also plays an important role in the nervous system2.
  • Riboflavin helps maintain healthy red blood cells2.
  • Niacin promotes healthy skin and makes sure the digestive and nervous systems function properly2.
- See more at: http://mushroominfo.com/benefits/#sthash.b7gmP1fb.dpuf

Friday, November 7, 2014

Past & Future

I've been irregular my whole life, and then I was placed on birth control (bc) pills by my college health center physician at the age of 18. Five years later, I got off the pill and discovered that I only had periods about 3 times per year. I was officially diagnosed with PCOS a short while later through blood tests and ultrasounds. I was then placed on and off bc pills, 6-12 months at a time, in multiple attempts to regulate my menstrual cycles.

You all know the last straw that prompted me to go to an endocrinologist last year - as listed in The Beginning. After 6 months of bc pills, spironolactone (to reduce testosterone levels), and metformin (to regulate insulin sensitivity)... my doc said it was time to get off the bc pills to see if I would start having cycles again. I also had to stop the spironolactone because that medication causes birth defects, so my endocrinologist does not prescribe it unless it's taken concurrently with bc pills. I totally agree with that, better to be safe!

My body's first attempt was pretty weak... a 96 day cycle. Hey, better than 8 months!

The second occurrence was an improvement... 43 days! Less than 2 months and like HALF of the previous one... ya! Once again - progress, not perfection. I'll take it.

This most recent cycle... 41 days! Oh, man. Slow and steady wins the race, right?

So, looking forward, what does this all mean? It means that I kind of do and kind of don't know how long my cycles will be or when I will ovulate. Historically, that's never really been a concern except for general charting purposes to let my ob/gyn know how things are going. However, I've turned the page to a new chapter in my life - we'll be trying to conceive! That's the official term - it's all over the internet... TTC. Seriously, google it.

During the past year & a half, my husband and I had some serious conversations about children, our marriage, and the future, when I went through the grittiest parts of the PCOS symptoms, diagnosis, and treatment plan. I think the conversations were also deeply impacted by the fact that he lost his own father last year, and it made him reflect about what fatherhood and family meant to him. We came to realizations and revelations together that we never imagined we would come to 7 years ago when we first met... 5 years ago when we got engaged... or even 2 years ago when we got married.

This feels strange even to myself. I'd never felt the calling for motherhood, even up until fairly recently. I really think it's because I've always been hormonally abnormal and maybe my testosterone/estrogen dysfunction affected me on physical, mental, and emotional levels. Who really knows... and who really cares.

I'm also lucky enough to have strong support from family and friends... who are all such great resources of experience, advice, and levity. In fact, my best friend made sure I bought pre-natal vitamins with DHA so that I can get all prepared to grow a baby with a big brain. I was just introduced to the "sperm meets egg" baby making plan for maximum chances of success. But... most important of all, stay relaxed, right? LOL

So, this really is the first big leap of faith we've ever taken together that neither one of us had ever planned for or know anything about! We're walking off our beaten path and leaving the map behind... eeek! I'm excited and giddy because it's a big adventure. But, of course, I'm worried and doubtful because I don't trust my own body's ability to have a baby. But, I'm ready to take it on.